love story..

Today's Diary 933 told about a love story that quite similar with my love story.. The only differences were the writer and the role was exchanged.

Let's talk about my love story.. He was a guy who I liked at the first-sight. He was Hendi. He and I have started and courted (tan lian ai) since High School Years. Actually, even though we studied at the same school but in these 2 years, we never talk to each other or even say "hello".. Still remember that last year in February, we started to make friend. In this case, we are honestly have same characters which are shy and cool.. However, we became friend easily, it was because of a friend of us. Hendi was intentionally breaking into our conversation and then became my friend. It was simply and natural. So, from that day, we all three people like to talk to each other in any topic such as stories, guessing riddles, tongue twisters, discussing our lesson/assignment or even chit-chat and so forth..

[14 February 2005]

In 2005, 14th February this was Valentine day. I deliberately invited him to my house in order to celebrate this special day with him. The reasons why I chose him, it was because I felt that he was a nice guy, not only good-looking but also filial after getting along with him. Whereas I absolutely not let him know that what my purpose was. So, I made a silly excuse. It was inviting him in order to play Chinese Chess. At the moment, I realized that my Chinese Chess skills were really really dreadful (zao tou). Hence, I promised myself that I have to outplay him one day. Having the game, he suddenly gave me a really nice gift. There were a chocolate and some bean from a kind of bean from Taiwan Acacia (xiang si dou). I was astonishingly surprised after receiving the gift.. During at the night of the Valentine day, in my mind was really confuse whether was it kind of gift for a girlfriend or just for a special friend?

[15 February 2005]

Hence, the day after that, I was a bit joyful and would like ask my all friends about this happen. Let’s guess, what would be happening to the next? Do not worry, I will not keep you guessing at a climax in suspense whereas I will share with you entire of the story. J

Updated on 31 Dec 2006.

The occurrence was truly incredible for myself.. I was really surprise after listening one of my friends who told about him. She (her name start with E) told to me that he actually had girlfriend already.. “Why did he give the gift to me instead of his girlfriend for the Valentine day? What when wrong with he and his girlfriend?” She said to me and felt really surprise.

Later in time, I started to dodge with him. Never ever contact with him even face to face also did not have any single conversation. For the reason is that I was falling in love with him. (A simple reason..) I really did not willing to see their relationship become worse and worse because of giving the gift to wrong person.

At once, I also struggled with my final examination for the year in 2005. In that case, I really wanted to focus on my examination and tried the examination papers almost every single day. My favorite subjects are mathematics and accounting. (It is something with figure because I really confident in numeric).

[31 May 2005]

This was a day which I have had the second subject for the final examination. While in studying for mathematics, he suddenly sms to me. He asked me that whether did me still angry with him or not since that case.